Saturday, June 13, 2009
@6/13/2009
err today nothing much i woke up at 10 plus den texas holdem again lol
i m crazy for it now..idk why n dun ask me why...
acdicted lol...den went aunty house to slack etc etc
bought "air lo vera" thing to apply on my face n my back because idk gt some pokerdots lol
den makan steamboat after that my cousin were crazy thinking to change hairstyle ( girls )
den went website to see den my uncle jiu some comment some cork...lol
he cant style because botak ( no offence )
den crazy cousin start camwhoring den ask me in Zzz
Jin Jie become the victim...his hair as tied till like a girl lol
but damn cute because his eyes very cute n nice
i want to thin my hair soon too thick lerrhs...
BUT BUT BUT not touching my frindge...lol finally over eyes le waiting for 3weeks sia
i change my side fridge to right but liddat can see my scar lol...
anyway lazy post le wahahas
i dun mind waiting le...i really missed u ... yr image is floating everywhr in my mind n soul...
my heart is here ... i would be always ready to give u a helping hand whenever needed i need ya in my life le since 16 april till now till forever?
@6/13/2009
went k box today quite fun la but i simply cnt let go someone from my mind
err we sing sang crap alot lol..den we accept a challenge from the staffs there
we play big small..if we win 2 games out of 3 we will get each person a free drink n if we lose we will had to buy 2 photos from the staffs there . carmen n me won heng...if not we will need to take make losses LOL
but we end up still bought the photos n gt the drinks...lol...my eyes r weird on the picture n zhi hui de shirt from purple become blue in the photo LOL...den went k pool...dammit seh...i lose Jason Tan Jie Shen once again n pure shit is tht i lose him with the last f-ing ball...!so angry canns! argh!
den i come home played texas holdem lose everything si...400k all gone...knnbccb!
i really missed u everywhr n then.my phone wallpaper i changed no longer my face there le...but urs...but my phone would now be strictly own use only.i really see yr photo i will smile.idk why...fcuk it.i miss ya X 100 but wht can i do?purely nothing because u seems like u had found yr happiness already.i would only be able to be a listener now at the very most haiish
Thursday, June 11, 2009
@6/11/2009
here to blog again
today a fun day without studies?
i went to skul le den back home played poker ith cousin den rot rot rot
den cousin wan swim den go his hse swim played volleyball in water lol...damn funny n tired though
den back to his home bathe n dinner den durian wahahas
tml going k box bahs if dun go jason will kill me or say i pang seh him / last few chance to enjoy myself before my engine start to run...i promise my mother to start my engine also so sorry mama...i gonna start le...=) but i believe studies n something and make my life meaningful also la...that is .................. ah hahahs
today i never really text u...but i m always missing u no doubts i love u ... my feelings are 100% genuine true for ya...just that no chance le...i seen yr blog...reallly chio bu n cute in picture...but thats not the reason for me to fall in love with ya though...haiish....
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
@6/10/2009
today i rotted whole day
went yun xian gong pray pray
den go book genting trip which is sian i just want to go there to be alone
enjoying the cool breeze and letting all my thoughts flow everywhr / letting my tears flow?
i would definitely MISS her surely only myself noe who is she only though haiish
den cousin now in my hse wahahas...played texas holdem n many gambling things to ENTERTAIN him( cute cousin )
anyway resting le i havent do my english homework though
??I MISS HER??
i did on purpose not to text you the whole day except the morning n i see yr blog u gt a flu den i cannot tahan myself den text u straight away . i hope ur flu could recover by tml then..haiish...i should say my heart crack n my soul is lost...once again i lost my way haiish...i wan u but it is impossible i read 1 person blog n it seems like someone wif beta qualities still like ya?idk...i want to die le...everything is not going wif my way...but i can really say i love ya n my heart would nv be shaken haiish
Monday, June 08, 2009
@6/08/2009
i did nothing today bascially except some studying in school
went home rot and start crapping lol
just now i went to take a look in all the npcc annual camp foto then went mr wong blog to read abt bintan trip
i really cherish the time in bintan at first i felt very uncomfortable as there is no proper sanitation but end up get used to it n enjoy all the games and activites there with my squadmates . the coconut tree climbing , kayaking , flying fox , volleyball when drizzing , mud walk and many .. all r now in my mind flying here n there i would never never forget those , after reading Mr Wong blog once again my eyes turn watery Zzz...i think i really cant let go NPCC and for the CI course i ought 100% convince my mother to allow mi to go... but first ofall my studies..! i promise i would work hard now to earn the chance to CI course which i want! NPCC wait for me!!!
i dunno.it seems like u r ignoring me again.maybe i m wrong but ... the facts r all there.we cant change it anyway so i had to face it.truly that after the growth camp i had fallen deep love to u?yr smiles and everything really make me feel happy all the times and the messages u send last time let me laugh tons as well.a pretty girl with great smiles,smart and very graceful is every guys desire but i dun have the chance haiish...i shall be waiting then.haiish =(Labels: CI?not CI?CI?not CI?CI?not CI?CI?not CI?CI?not CI?
Saturday, June 06, 2009
@6/06/2009
back from annual camp t_t my last camp considered the most memorable one bahs?i was the group leader for group 2.which had been post in the previous post den i went to take them for quite a no of activities like amazing race3 water activites etc etc.but quite angry with the team because of the uncooperative attitude and there is once someone dashing across the road without allowing me to guide i really cant imagine how am i going to answer to the parents if she touchwood kana accident.I wanted to pump them but public so cant but i reprimanded them and told melvin so melvin settled with the whole team as well as one for all,all for one.NPCC motto.but nvm water activites brought everyone to the highest point.den campfire i finally see pey koon jie jie le!.long time nv see her le.den the stupid jian bin say wht couple couple retarded idiot . and he said the standard dropping le for the camp n wun come back next year stupid him!.i definitely gonna to ask him come back next year!..
den today POP le..i totally brokedown i cant control my feelings when i m passing out.my tears flow like water everywhr liddat . i finally realise why the sec4s for previous batch cried . i can say that NPCC wuld never be forgotten and my precious sec2s i simply love u pple tons even though u brought me to many sad moments b4 but those were definitely be forgotten. i would remember the happy moments!.remember the drills in camp i hope that u all really enjoyed it well.i purposely did that simply because after i step down other CLs would be taking over and i dunno who yr squad ICs are but i believe they would be very serious in everything i can let go at times but also will be serious at a certain times.I would apoplogise as well for those moments whr i make yr life difficult.i really feel that i need ti train to control my emotions because even when i m talking to the secondary2s with less than 3sentences my tears starts to come out.If time permits i would want to re-serve NPCC again.Thanks all the cadet inspectors for everything as well i would remember u for life!example jason i would use u at the role model in my future life , zhi hui, boon hong , dun hui , melvin , ain , meng siang , meng lie and HO kaiye and most impt all the TO and everything!Cadet Leader 08-09 Chin Yang had stepped down!...I would never give up on you!tats wht i promise u!i want you.u r crucial in my life now!..girl i will be waiting!
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
@6/03/2009
nothing much to post just come dun want my blog to be dead
ytd too lazy to blog so nv blog...wahahas...
went to pool with my brother own him!..9-3 wahahas played form 5-6.30
den makan because my aunt birthday kaos the meal is those average average de no good stuffs except some but was so bloodly expensive to me hahas...
tml going my last last last NPCC annual camp le..
i hope would be the most memorable one
haiish...i hope my tears dun disappoint me dun come out at that time please!may god bless me!
group 2 jia you!...group leader for group 2 ... hope can lead them to get the best group achievement!
jia you !!!... now going 9 le i NOW den want to start pack my bag wahahas
sian tml gt lessons den halfway cut into my camp timing but i will sneak out to see see look look de
cadets look out for me!wahahs
i dunno.i noe wht i had done might be fertile n now u r starting to lothe me but i have no regrets!
i can simply say even my doing might be useless in time to come but i remain postitive!
i would not even think of giving out simply because i had gone too serious i canot pull back anymore i supposed!
haiish...my life is fucked!...useless chin yang ! idiot crazy idiot! confirm idiot!..haiish
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
@6/02/2009
lets not talk abt the chinese o lvl...
today didnt knoe there was a npcc meeting till i reach lavendar with my mama
makan le go loyang temple pray pray le
go home computer rot rot rot
den now going slp le wahahas
i really need you le!.i love you badly!how??
